5. ZRM. As I am sitting here in this longer pause, I am thinking about appreciating. I start with my recent explorations and the feelings appearing from them. The edge is a bit of confusion. I close my eyes and drift off into aa vision in which we are placed down on the ground, and we are still, but the landscape is shifting beneath us and around us. It drops and leaves us in the air, or rises up an engulfs us. We then struggle to try to keep up with the landscape. Is that related to life living us or for me is the landscape my different avatars shifting around with me trying to keep up?
4. F. pause. Feeling tired after a flurry of activity the past couple of days. I try to concentrate on an appreciation of the presence of this feeling. I feel a bit humbled by my own deficiencies in carrying out the responsibility of the effect I am having on other people’s lives. I remember I can only do my best.
3. F. pause. It has been a busy morning setting up interviews. Competition is tough for people looking for art history jobs. I stop to appreciate the response
2. Gr. Hats off to my job and friends for starters.
1. TGT. Beautiful, dark, rainy morning to be alive on this wonderful planet and in that other virtual world some of us inhabit where the sun is always shining.
This morning I was thinking about the tiger on the mountain. I had traveled with one to the very top, enjoyed the view, and came back alive. Was that foolhardy or wise? How wise or foolhardy or wise would it be to do it again with a new tiger? Does the danger become the experience then?
