3. F. From morning to night…just like that. Moments of magic…(hmmm, Phil Ochs). A good day but quiet. Snow is on its way tonight, and then more tomorrow. Did much reading tonight…there were some funny moments in the logs. I enjoyed a discussion of the religion of one’s avatar as opposed to oneself. Adams is much more Christian than ***. Adams can pass as a muslim wearing proper attire and sits in a Buddhist meditation group most nights. That is really a wonder and a joy that we can put identities behind us and just be. We can be what we are, and not what we have. That is a relatively happy thought and I remember to appreciate it as I must do with unhappy thoughts the next time they come.
2. Gr. Starting today that it is Saturday and the two stressful things on my calendar have passed. For my other usual items.
1. TGT. I have spent a few hours appreciating being alive for yet another day (I wonder how many it has been now? – do some quick math and get an idea–wow – that’s quite a bit of getting up in the morning). As I sometimes do, I wonder what will be in store for me. It is a relief to be past yesterday and starting to heal now. It will mean staying in and not getting out to the woods; I’ll have to imagine that today.
For the past few days I have been relentless in trying to get back in the groove in PaB. I renewed my attempt to approach thinsg with a child-like attitude and it has led me to some new understandings. I have the sense it may be time to slow things down a little. I still have quite a bit of work to make the Chronicles into something coherent. There is just so much material.
