8. APAPB. I am appreciating sitting here on the very edge of the state of sleep. My eyes want to close, do close for a bit, I feel a heaviness in my arms but then I rouse a bit and lose it. Too much appreciation leads to excitement and I wake up. I close my eyes and think about what Being is and how I relate and I think back to the night I asked God to come through the door and he did. As Gen pointed out, God/Being has been with me but I have not stepped aside as Pema has suggested. I have an image of the holy spirit, sense it. And now time to sleep.
7. F. pause. I am finding it interesting that my mind seems to just turn off at the beginning of the week. This blog is my connection
6. F. Working and trying to remember to watch
5. pause. Working my way through another Tuesday. Good to pause. Nothing means to remember to keep watching
4. pause
3. pause
2. Gr.
1. TGT. It is a breautiful day today to be alive on this blue and white planet (green too, with golden sunshine, from this viewpoint!)
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This morning I reflected a bit about stepping aside, as Pema has suggested, and also that one of the three possibilities, mentioned by Pema in his email, is that Adams also is Being (along with z-self and “self” or ***). It is a little suggestive that *** has stepped aside a little for Adams to come through. The part that is coming through, the part that is not ***, could that be Being or a reflection of Being?
