14. F. Help me to see what I do not see and what I think I do not see. Help me to step aside, as Adams often asks “self” to do. Ah, so I have practiced this a wee bit.
13. F. Tonight for the first time I understand Nisaragadatta’s “There is no Who”. It is referring to “want” which comes from desire, attachments.
12. ZRM. Two Buddhist thoughts without comment from meditation tonight. One from Martie’s card: [Nothing/emptyness] is a reminder to keep watching. The second is from Dakini’s “benediction”: Dakini Rhode: “May all leave attachment to dear ones and aversion to others, and live believing in the equalness of all that lives”.
11. F. Still no thoughts
[long breakhere]
10. F. pause
9. F. pause.
8. F. pause
7. F. pause. Working as if bouncing across waves
6. F. pause
5. F. pause. …and work improves too
4. F. How quickly the clouds can disappear once one begins the PaB routine!
3. F. Pause. Little late getting started here and it is necessary. There seem to be clouds. What are they?
2. Gr.
1. TGT. A little late am I getting to remember I am alive and that is enough
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I had thoughts for here but I can’t find them now.