10. ZRM. Nisargadatta notes that one must sleep before one wakes up. I fell asleep during the meditation tonight. Is that symbolic I wonder?
9. F. Reading old blogs. In one of the old blog, Pema notes that when one is discouraged and feels like giving up, it is helpful to read old notes and try to feel the excitement one felt at the beginning when everything was new. I am seeing it in the old logs. I had almost forgotten how much fun it was.
8. F. pause
7. F. pause
6. F. pause
5. pause. need to slow down a little and try to refocus
4. pause
3. F. pause. working away
2. Gr.
1. TGT. Alive again and ready to see what this day brings
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Thinking a bit more about time and the history of art, there are definite influences on a personal level and these result in a sequence of actions (“sequence” concept coming from Space, Time and Knowledge book). It is only the linear progression that is illusion or an “assumption”.
I am having doubts of the wisdom of my own experimentation with time when I am not sure I understand Being yet. It is only when I think in terms of God that I feel a connection. The whole concept of Being is just an abstract concept to me.
