4. F. Watching myself watch
3. F. [pause with music playing] Seeing with my ears. No thoughts attached. Sacred moment?
2. F. Continuing my little quest to listen to all the sacred music of Alexander Gretchaninov I can get my hands on. Today I received in the mail a CD of the “Liturgy of St. John Chrysostom”. Funny, I suddenly have the thought that this is similar to the time when the Beattles would release a new song. Did they come at that frequency? Looking back, it almost appears to have been. Well that analogy does not go far except for expressing my enthisiasm right now. This has to be an appearance of Being.
[I began to work on something this morning and I am not sure I want to blog it. At the very least it is not ready. I am working out some things which are deeply personal right now. I am uncomfortable with the amount of "self" in those things. Is this my mind playing games as I am getting close?]
1. TGT. Second time up this morning but I think of my “smiling” generator and get a big smile. I also pause and remember to be grateful. I am alive. It is enough.
