20. Thinking about my skeleton inside my body
19. I take my glasses off and see the world differently, but not for the better–it is fuzzy
18. So soon again. Feeling the floor under my feet
17. Feeling the roots of the hair on my head
16. The bell rings but my brain remains sitting in the corner with a towel over its head
15. The sound waves of the bell moving through my brain engulfing all thought
14. My big body is alive. I reside here. I must search for my Being here?
13. The timer now set, how quickly this one came. Stop. Empty head. Is this my little self?
12. I have two bodies, one mind. Does I think differently in my little body? How so?
11. Still nothing
10. nothing there – is anyone being home?
9. Alive but thoughtless
8. Physical sensation – I am feeling the inside of my skull. What does this have to do with Being? Oh my, it comes back to that fact I am alive in this empty cavity of a body – my mind encapsulated in this skull. I am alive, Hurrah!!!
7. nothing there
6. What is mind that thou art manful of him? The exercise is working in that there is some kind of continuity. Am I thinking while not thinking?
5. nothing
4. where is my Being – why do I feel it in my chest and not in the head? Is the heart more important than the brain?
3. Hands folded, eyelids touching skin, heart beating……alive….how good to be alive
2. Air rushing through the tunnel of my nose – in, out, in , out….nose as wind tunnel
1. Who is “me”?